Hey everybody I would just like to take moment to introduce myself to the site.
I have been waiting a while for this and now feel calm enough to address some of the comments you have left and if at all possible answer any questions.
The person I would like to pick fault with is Charles. You sir are an arrogant little man that can take your silly decisions and recklessly stick them where the sun does not shine.
You are not taking everything into account when watching the game played before your eyes, and quite obviously not listening to a damn word that is said throughout the show. Did you ever ask questions when you were little or always told to be quite. Let's keep it simple, when a child asks a question they most times tend to start WHY?
If you had bothered to stop and ask yourself why has he done this? Or why has he done that? You may have had a better understanding to my game. Not only that most answers were given by the banker and Noel.
I applied to go on the show over 2 and a half years ago, I was with the girl that I married and had children too. I did it to change our life. Just before Christmas last year she saw fit to leave me for another man. Fine. I get the call from deal. Great chance to change my life.
When I played my game I took no emotion into that room no photos or the like, I had an opportunity that many men don't get. Most men take offers or bail out and this I think is because of hunter gatherer. A need to provide!
I had nothing, I had lost everything, I could go in that room and play the game and take any outcome because either way I was starting again and if I had to go work for it then so be it, it's what I have always done.
I had an overwhelming desire to be the first male quarter millionaire. Not just for the money or to be greedy, but because I wanted that title, and was in a bloody good place to get it. Had it been there I would have gone for it and yes even if it had been between the 1p and £250,000 with an offer of £125,000.
The decisions I took were not reckless they were brave, it took every scrap of energy and belief I had that, that was my day. Look at the emotion in my face as I take that last no deal. Oh yes it was real and i knew exactly what I was doing but it wasn't easy. When they film the programme they do edit it you know.
It is after all a gameshow I played the game and I hope it was a good show. Games are there to be played, you win some you lose some, or you bail, if everybody always took the sensible decision it would be a bit dull. I don't think you played many sports and are defiantly a bad sport to hope that I didn't get the £50,000. It's not just that everybody that sits in that chair is different, with believes, goals, figures or whatever. They may take some kind of emotion in or whatever. But it is their game and choice for whatever reason, you may do it different and have an opinion about that but the choices and the outcome are not yours to be made no matter how you feel.
For some reason you seem to be a bitter man with a dull outlook on life.
To everybody, Charles included
Hello and it's a pleasure to meet you all!